What’s your spiritual age?

IMG_4793My entire life people have been telling me I’m an old soul. I’ve always gotten along extremely well with people who are older than me. It just feels natural, even more natural than relating to my own peers at times. This is not to say I’m always the picture of maturity– ask my parents, they’ll tell you I can still be pretty childish at times! But I do think that sometimes our actual age is not reflective of our spiritual age. I once read a fascinating blog post on the subject that said:

Once, when I was eight or nine, [my mother] told me her theory that everyone had two ages, an actual age and a spiritual age. “For example,” she said, “I’m always going to feel seventeen.” She glanced at me through cigarette smoke. “And you’re always going to feel 40.”

I’ve always felt more like a 30 year old than a 20 year old! Even in high school I thought wow, I’m too old for this stuff. I’m not trying to rush ahead or anything (live in the moment and all) but I’ve honestly always felt older. I’m curious to hear your thoughts– what’s your spiritual age? Do you feel younger or older or exactly the age you are?IMG_4784


My Favorite Relationship Advice

IMG_4737I once read an incredibly simple, obvious piece of relationship advice that struck me like a bolt of lightning. It was: They either like you or they don’t. 

Yup, that’s it. Nothing too earth shattering, but for some reason it has stayed with me ever since. Most people know whether or not they like someone. It’s not typically something they have to think long and hard about. I remember once I asked a boy if he liked me, and he said no almost immediately (lol). Plain and simple. It doesn’t matter what lipstick you wear, how long you wait to text him back, which movie you ask him to see. If they don’t like you, there’s really not much you can do to change their mind. And vice versa, if they do like you, chances are nothing trivial will jeopardize that, which I find incredibly comforting and reassuring.

While it might sound over simplified or callous to some, I find this advice liberating because I’m an over thinker to the max. I will slave away for hours crafting the perfect text to send to a boy I like, when in reality a simple ‘hey’ would do just fine! Basically, I shouldn’t sweat the small stuff so freakin’ much.

Of course there are cases where people change their minds about someone over time (this relationship crap be complicated), but in my experience I’ve found this advice helpful 99% of the time.

What do you think, does this advice resonate with you? I’m dying to hear your thoughts!IMG_4716



Dating in College, or the Lack Thereof


Have you heard the ‘Apple Tree’ metaphor about dating? It goes a little something like this: Girls are like apples and boys are like the apple pickers. The ‘best’ girls are like the juiciest apples that hang on the top branches of the tree, but boys are too afraid of climbing all the way up there and possibly hurting themselves, so they go for the low-hanging apples instead.

Well, I used to think that metaphor was accurate. But after two years of college, I’ve come to believe that boys have given up apple picking all together. And not just boys, for that matter, everyone has stopped casually dating. No one knows that the heck they are doing anymore.

I read this article the other day, which hit the nail on the head and inspired me to write this post. Now I am not anti-technology at all, but I do believe it has messed with the classic tradition of dating. “Do you want to go to a movie?”  has turned into a text, “Do you wanna hangout at my house and watch a Netflix?” And while that’s great and all, it leaves a lot of room for ambiguity. Relationship clarity is at an all time low. We are unable to decipher each other’s intentions and therefore end up stuck in the infamous ‘friend-zone.’ Many of my guy friends complain about being friend-zoned, and don’t know how to get out. I want to tell them Ask her on a date! When they are clear about their interest in pursuing her- POOF, friend zone escaped. If you don’t explicitly communicate your intentions, she has no reason to believe you’re interested in more than friends.

A date is not just hanging out in a group and texting nonstop. A date requires intentional planning and effort to ensure both parties enjoy themselves and walk away knowing each other better. In our defense, maybe my generation is so horrible at dating because we never actually knew what it was in the first place. We are the first generation to grow up with technology, our only role models being movie relationships.

Another reason I believe dating is on the decline is the confusing atmosphere surrounding gender ‘roles.’ Do women want to be equal or courted? Should he still pay or is that too old fashioned? Is chivalry really dead?

My question to you is: Can’t equality and courtship coexist? I don’t see why not. Just because women are seeking equal treatment as human beings in society, doesn’t mean they don’t want to be asked out on a date! And I also believe women should feel more than free to make the first move. Sometimes guys need a little nudge in the right direction, a subtle hint that you are in fact interested and they won’t be rejected if they climb the tree.

I don’t believe we are just loosing all social skills despite increased social media. I believe there is more to a relationship than a friend request. I know fear of falling is a legitimate concern that I don’t mean to belittle, but I promise the reward is worth the risk.

So go on, climb the tree. The apples at the top are waiting for you!